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I checked everywhere -- It's like she disappeared.

COME BACK PLEASE!

well, having had no reply to the email i sent. i can safely say one or all of the following conclusions will apply :

1:she has forgotten about the email address in her profile.

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All too true, Todd, all too true.










(I do understand that it was a joke)

What I mean is, I understand that Todd's statement was a joke-hoping it was...*equally worried look*

At least, if she was having problems with her computer, she'd use another one!

That's what I did! I didn't wait untill my computer was replaced. It still needs to be.

Good joke about other places on the web becides Tron-Sector! HA! I get it!

ok guys. time to stop with all the jokes right now. this thread needs to be a whole lot more serious.

i recieved a reply to the "please come back" email i sent.

i was greeted with a story of betrayal, mistrust and extreme depression.

it turns out that posts on here:
http://www.tron-sector.com/forums/default.aspx?do=top&id=316205&pg=1primarily by Mutoidman and DaveTRON could not have come at a worse time.

see for yourself:
[note: the email contains some strong words, i left them in because it emphasises Kamui's mood]
August 2, 2005

I hear you, yeah. Listen, I'm really screwed at the moment so no, my compy never exploded or anything. You see, there are some stories of mine that just never make it to Tron-sector. Maybe I should have come forward with this one instead of kicking myself. You see during the last month of my second semester, I got horribly screwed by people who I thought were friends. I felt that we were close and I cared very much for them. It was the first time in six years where I opened up to the world. But they screwed me over and betrayed me. This shit always happens when I feel that I can run and safely hide from what happened six years ago. During that time, after that event with my "EX-friends," I was doing some pretty unhealthy shit at the time just to keep the world from knowing how sad, depressed and scared I was. This thing seems almost just like six years ago. It was scary and facing them head on was just like being at my own execution and staring down my firing squad. It was a fear that can freeze anyone in their place. It was hard to get to class without those feelings being there. Because I thought I could trust people one more time, I got hurt really bad. I pretended to laugh. I pretended to smile to keep people from knowing what I really felt. I really don't want to trust anyone anymore. And seeing how opinions were being treated at Tron sector was even more depressing. People were tearing each other apart for such stupid things. People weren't civil. So I thought "WTF?! Do I really want to stay here and get hurt again while I'm still picking up the pieces?" So the last post was just me getting my opinionated shit out of the way and get it over with. There would have been a second post on the same day which would have followed it which would have contained my good bye, but it never went through. What's the point of being in a place where we are in silence? Can we really be friends if we're silent? Or if we have opinions that we want to chat about? What I kept seeing was appalling. Almost no one was handling anything well at them moment. Stuff like "You've lost all my respect" and stuff was well....horrible shit. It wasn't right. I haven't seen anything that strong or that bad ever and believe it or not, TS was NOT the first community I've ever been to. And seeing all these other communities and how they handle stuff like that, I was fucken' shocked. I didn't want to stay where I could get hurt again or risk it with all that crap flying around. It was pointless opening another topic at that time. So I left without word. It was the best way. I was saving my own ass at this point. I wasn't going to let someone slam their hands down and knock the pieces from my hands. There was no point in opening a world when I could be just running in to another wall and getting hurt even worse. This sort of thing hits me the deepest and stays for a long time. But then comes this e-mail in my inbox on Friday. I wanted to see how right you were about people worrying. So this morning I poked my head in. Now I'm confused. Do I still want to keep running like I have been? Or was this just never meant to be? I'm screwed again..... now what? ~Kamui.EXE

she also said she doesn't feel like talking directly to anyone at the moment, so we won't be hearing from her for a while
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Well, this is an open forum and if people disagree with you they're going to say so. If you post something then you need to be able to stand behind it and answer any challenge that may come up because of it. Either that or just back down and move on.

I don’t remember anything rude or overtly personal in that thread, but if she was having emotional problems to begin with then, yes, I can see how that may have been seen as hurtful.

This is a forum that has open discussions and not just fluff. I think that the people who initiated the rebuke in the first place would have been open to any discussion, but may not have agreed with everything someone had to say. They certainly would never have censored your opinion.

I'm sorry she's taking it that personally, and I hope can come back someday and see we (at the sector) really are alike in many many ways, the starting of this post was an indication of that.

If not, it's always possible to simply ignore the people you don't agree with. That's the beauty of the Internet. But I hope she does grace those of us who consider her an important part of the Tron-Sector with her presence someday when she feels better about being here.

Kamui, if you're reading this, I am sorry for your personal issues and I do hope everything works out.

Granted, some opinions are not meant to be shared.

This is simply a place for Tron stuff, not politics! (And politics tend to turn things ugly and ruins friendship, sooo.)

Ah well, now that we all know the truth, I wish her luck with recovery.

Edit-- Besides, if she wants to come back, it's okay. But running away really doesn't solve things. It's the best to come back and patch things up. Then life goes on.